A Redo is on the Horizon

The last few days have been a bit….looking in a thesaurus for a word that can possibly sum up the last days… Debilitating. No, wait: wearying.  That’s it.  I have spent many days in a weary state.  Mind and body. First, let me say that the Master Cleanse I started is gonna restart.  Relationships won…

The Me I am; the Me I want to be

Whenever I start to think about the Me I am and the Me I want to be, this picture rises front and center in my head.  I have such a love/hate relationship with the image it represents. Now, I am the Me on the outside.  But I fully expect that new Me to be revealed…

Update Day

I had thought every other Monday was a good day to gather updates on the Me I want to be, but what I thinking?  First, organizing my life has totally alluded me up until now; and Monday’s are typically my worst work day?? Silliness, right. Since Saturdays are most known for extra time, I will…

Ebenezer

This word has been in my head for weeks now. Not sure why.  I find myself humming the hymn Come Thou Fount and in the last couple days I have seen various social media posts using that word? Weird, right? The idea of the Ebenezer comes in Scripture from I Samuel 7.  The chapter opens with…

Choose: Jesus or Skinny

Adjectives that start with S. Serene Scintillating Sedentary Sagacious Looking for a way to refer to the kind of Saturday I like best. Today is overcast and drizzly.  The temp is cooler; AC off, windows open a crack to prevent the rain from coming in. AND NO WORK until this evening; and then, easy work,…

Updates and Progress on the Me I Want to Be

This lovely photo was taken by a friend out her dining room window. It says peace to me. I would love that kind of place in my house. Yes, I LOVE my home and I try very hard to make it simple and peaceful and inviting.  But first, it is a cat home; cats and…

I Corinthians 10

There are so many verses in the Bible that can be indirectly related to my food addiction struggle.  I feel like God allows me to hear this connection often, even though most others wouldn’t.  But today I was reminded how point-on multiple verses in I Corinthians 10 are for those with a great deal of…

The Waiting

Today is Day One of Discovery. Today is the day of Little Lovely’s first procedure, an endoscopy. I am sitting in the waiting room. She has been taken back. But yesterday afternoon, God’s first provision of information may have arrived a bit ahead of time. I was introduced to the FODMAP diet. I have heard…

Can There be Any More Words??

So the Me I Want To Be is nowhere in sight this week.  Oh my goodness.  Everything I have been aiming toward seems to have marched farther away with each day that has passed this week.  I am trying to see this through God’s eyes and figure out what He might be asking me to…

Crash and Burn

Today has been one of “those” days.  And actually, I was feeling good that it had not occurred before now.  Maybe I let my guard down?  Maybe it is just time, as a lesson needs learned? First of all, I did the whole scale thing, which I had told myself not to do. I feel…